The Point.

Ahh, finally some free time I can spare to continue writing in this blog. *Sigh of relieve* Been really busy recently; started my internship and also attended some courses: BDT. Actually it's not that I am not free, it's just that I am not that good in managing time or that I can say that I have wasted most of my free time playing games and for entertainment. I seriously need a change by now, at least reduce the time for entertainment. I am sure if I'm able to do so, later on in my life I wouldn't regret so much. Actually I need not to feel guilty much because it is really okay for us, youth to be lazy! It's really normal and common among people of my age. ha. ha.

        After being in this world for 2 decades, not much things I have learned but well, it should be good enough because I can still survive today! Lol, actually it's my parents who supported me all these years. What I should worry about is actually my life in the coming decades. Life is a process, people say. We came to this world, live our life and grow old and eventually meet the end of our life. How many of us will take our time to plan for our future? Rarely there are people at my age really think about their future; what are they going to be in the future. It is true, because our mind are more and more being influenced by how the current society works. We as youngsters have to spend our time enjoy our youth so that we can have a good memory in the future because when we're old enough to work in the society, we've got no time to create some anymore, busy working for someone else! That's the common perception in people nowadays, or I should say the norm that most of us are practicing.

        After being 'normal' like others for so many years, something came to me. Something that until today I still couldn't have my full trust in it. I'm still doubting about it. Actually it shouldn't be the matter to me anymore, whether to believe or not because I want and I know what I really want in the future. It's not as blur as I was anymore. Like seriously, I've never ever thought of my dream, anymore.

        When we are still kid, we know that our dreams, knowing what we want but what happens as we grow up? Thinking of becoming a doctor, driving a nice car and living in a luxurious house. All of those have slowly fade from our mind. Why are we not able to dream of those things anymore? It's just that we've known more about the world, the society and also the reality. We are no longer dare to think much anymore because most of us know that we are living in a world that is ruled by the rule of 80-20. It simply means that 80% of the people's wealth are controlled by the 20% of the population. The poor ones are getting poorer and the rich ones are getting richer. It seems that the reality we are living in today is actually blurring the line which separates the rich and poor ones. In other words, the number of people who are of average income or living in an average lifestyle are actually diminishing.

       Well, sorry for being so long-winded. Ha. ha. After so many paragraphs, I still haven't get into the main point. Actually i'm trying to create the suspense in you! wahaha. The things I'm trying to say, I will be writing in the next post. I think that's all for today. haha. Seriously, my apology for being so annoying! :P
Before I end my post, I'd like to share with you something that I've done for myself, my Dream chart!! :D It's still fresh btw 8)